Today, I came across a story of how someone lost all of their humanity and killed a harmless animal who was pregnant.
That person put firecrackers in a pineapple and offered it to an elephant. Poor creature didn’t realize that it was a wild animal that goes by the name of human being who was offering her this. She ate it and damaged her jaw. She didn’t let her anger or pain take over her. She gradually resided to the river where she bled out and died in peace.
The human being, the most intelligent species on the planet will lead the way to hell for their misdeeds. They, who think they can call this superiority or a fun activity needs to know that this isn’t fun, this is a crime. A brutal crime against mankind and nature. The people who did this might not know now but they’ll soon know when karma arrives at their doorstep and ring the bell for their misdeeds. That is when they’ll know until the government of this country, this world, the people decides to take an action.
Let those people beware that animals are not the enemy. They are. Those who plan to ruin the balance between the nature and creatures. Those who cannot peacefully co-exist with another happy and loving species. They’re the ones who should be hiding because if they’re caught, they won’t be forgiven for the ‘murder’ they did of a mother and an unborn baby.
The soul of those animals I know will now be in peace. Free of these human atrocities. They’ll rest in heaven.
These past couple of days, I’ve watching a lot of mythological shows based on the old Hindu traditions.
I couldn’t help but wonder about them day and night.
My mind’s constantly filled with those thoughts and stories which were untold. The characters that didn’t get the right portrayal or the people who couldn’t make it in the storyline.
It’s weird how connected I feel with every single person in those shows with just their mere thought. I’ve been reading a lot about them on the internet and there aren’t just one or two versions to this. There exists over a hundred versions to everything that happened. Every story that was told was maybe the truth or maybe the overtly dramatized version of it.
I can’t seem to see the difference now.
It’s getting more to me now than before. I’ve never been more curious to know anything before but this.
How the whole story happened? Why did it happen when God was himself there? Why wouldn’t he stop the war? Everything is making me want to know more.
The sources are way too many and the people who’ve given their point of views are even more. It’s like trying to read an entire library in a single day.
The questions are a little too much but once you see it and read about it, you realize that there are more characters in the epic than an entire city. And they just kept multiplying. The whose who was the most tricky and amazing part to know though. It’s hard to remember everything but then you realise that it isn’t about remembering everything, it’s about the morals, ethics and the concept of ‘DHARMA’ that it literally portrays.
And for those who still wonder what I saw was the longest-written epic in the world- THE MAHABHARATA.
So forgive me, if my next few posts are all about it. Because what can I say, I am little obsessed.😉
This quarantine is affecting everyone, not only my family but also yours.
Every country is stuck in a loop of continuous pain and grief and loss.
Yet, somehow I feel as if it’s become important now more than ever to see through this mist towards the other side. I love seeing the birds flying more freely than ever. It’s like watching them be out of their cages after so long, only when humans are stuck in their cages. The wind that rushes by. That impromptu vibe of dopamine that hits your face and the soft rain that touches your cheeks when it falls down. You can actually enjoy that for the first time without worrying about the consequences.
The constant reminder that you are not alone but with your family is another ray of sunshine. Unlike me, people who wake up early can feel the sun soaking through them in the early hours. Things like these are the only way to cope up with all the negativity. Smile all that you can. Because deep down inside we will miss this once it’s over. We will miss the time we spend with our families, with ourselves more and more.
Just know that God knows all. He’ll take care of everyone and everything. Pray. Smile. Love. And live. That’s all you need to do to deal with this.
Is it hard someone asked,
I said yes!
Listening to the person you knew since you were kids hating you,
Wanting you to change into something you know you can’t be.
It is getting harder I say,
Not being able to un-hear those words
Those shape edged sword like words,
When every single one changes my perception of who you were,
How do I not do that?
Do I just stop talking or
But you know, neither of them can happen.
How do I stop listening what’s being said in front of me?
It’s not the words that hurt more,
It’s the person they come from.
They created a wall of distance that I
wouldn’t cross and you wouldn’t want to.
See, you and me are not the same,
We’re different people who want different things from life.
And I get that you don’t want me in your personal life but all I’m asking from you is to completely cut me off then.
Stop making me the anchor to your values.
Because I won’t be there forever and it’s killing me
Realizing this every morning,
Now I know, things can’t ever go back the way they used to be but
Here’s something I can do.
I can leave once and for all,
Like I never existed.
And this is how we came together in the first place,
Just a twist of fate.
I get you more than you’d think but I really do,
You have more people as your priority and I don’t count as much,
So to make things easier for both of us,
Let me go and free us both from the shackles of being together
Just for the sake of someone you forgot and I haven’t and won’t ever.
So I guess this is how we say goodbye,
It’ll be a new chapter now.
You do whatever is that you want and the person who matters the most at this moment to you,
Because eventually this is you life and you either make it or break it.
I hope you make it.
That’s it from my side,
Have a great life you.
“It’s a new day today. Maybe. Or maybe not. I’m dreaming maybe. I don’t know anymore as what is real and what is not. I lie in my bed, awake. Not wanting to get up, get ready, take a bath or a shower like I used to, not wanting to eat anything and neither do I want to do anything that I enjoyed doing before. Is my mind okay or am I falling down all the time. Am I slipping into the deep end? I don’t know this yet. All I want is to lie dead on my bed and cry my eyes out. Remember all the terrible things that happened or people said to me and cry and cry and cry. ”
This is what my friend told me the other day and I was blank as a paper.
She said that she doesn’t feel like talking anymore than this. And I still looked at her and she looked right back at me as if nothing happened. I was still figuring out what to do or say yet I couldn’t gather the courage to do anything. I didn’t know if me telling her that you were going to be okay was going to help her in any way or not. I just knew that she needed support and help. Not me telling her some euphoric tales but someone who’d stick right beside her no matter what.
I was with her all this while when I couldn’t stop wondering the how part. How can she be not okay?! She was the most beautiful girl I’ve ever met. She had a humor, a sense of elegence like no-one else and a heart of gold.
The thought that no one is free of the pain stuck my mind and I couldn’t let it go. It as as if it had latched onto my mind and wasn’t ready to let go.
So, the whole point of writing this here was that
There is no point of life.
Life is as cruel to everyone as it is to someone else. Nobody can ever find true happiness. All they can find are the moments of happiness which gives them the hope of going and struggling to get to some another stage in life. It isn’t easy to overcome a difficulty but it isn’t easier to overcome that difficulty alone. It’s the people with you that make this life a little less painful and a little more bearable. Life could be a cakewalk for some if they see it that way but it could be a way full of thorns if you like.
All I believe is that it is the choice of the person to choose which path they choose for themselves.
It’s, after all, the moments we cherish and not the struggle we live for.
So I wrote this with a sense of a song and since I’m no good at music, I was wondering if someone or anyone reading this would turn it into one and send me that. It’d be amazing. Hope you like it. Thanks 🙂
If only I were as beautiful as her,
You’d pick me.
You’d hold my hand and
Whisper in my ear
I love you.
If only I were as beautiful as her,
You’d choose me.
You’d take me with you
To the places no-one’s ever been
And tell me that you never want to let go of me.
If only I was as beautiful as her,
You’d love me.
You’d make us a reality
Marry me in the clouds and
Glide with me over the seas.
But if only I were her.
It’ll be the most wonderful thing in the world
And I’ll know that I have found the one,
The one who will be my forever.
Oh to love, my love
Is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.
To look you in those ocean eyes and tell you
That it’s not me who’s hold your hand forever.
That it’s not me who’d help you when you’re feeling low or
Not me when you’d need someone to lift you up.
I’ll just be gone.
Like the smoke of the eyes,
In a moment of silence
Nothing of me will remain and
Everything of me will fade away.